About Me
I was born into this world in a state of Creative Freedom.
I was a weird, joyous, expressive kid with many interests and creative curiosities.
But like many of us, somewhere along the way I received some faulty ideas about how life works.
I was told I had to fit into a box → to get a job → to make money → to be happy.
That life was hard. That joy was optional. That freedom was earned.
I became a master at suppressing my true self—the one I believed was unlovable, unworthy, and would never succeed.
Instead, I performed a version of me I thought would earn love, success, and eventually—happiness.
Eventually, as the soul-crushing pain of living out of alignment grew, I tried to rebel against the system that raised me.
I decided I would become a full-time YouTuber.
Then I’d be happy, I thought.
I built a “successful” channel—over 300,000 subscribers, and a full-time income to pay my bills.
But I still carried two fundamental mistakes from my conditioning:
That I wasn’t enough as I was—that I had to grit, grind, and perform to be successful online.
That happiness came from external results—followers, views, validation, money, etc.
You can imagine the confusion when I got everything I thought I wanted—and was still deeply unhappy.
Not only that, I began to experience deep burnout as a content creator.
Because even though I had “succeeded,” I still wasn’t being myself.
That collapse sent me inward.
Through years of meditation and spiritual inquiry, I discovered:
I am enough as I am (more than enough).
Happiness comes from within.
My entire worldview flipped. And it was almost too good to be true.
And then I tried to tell the world.
I became a certified meditation teacher. I began sharing what I was learning.
But the deeper I went, the more layers emerged:
How was I—a “skate YouTuber”—supposed to talk about spiritual growth?
How was I going to make money?
Why were people looking at me like I was a crazy person?
Impostor syndrome. Money fears. Perfectionism. People-pleasing.
So many old patterns still had me living out of alignment.
I still hadn’t fully remembered my Creative Freedom.
I was still afraid to express my truth.
Still hiding.
Still fragmented and compartmentalized.
But the search for freedom kept pulling me forward.
The desire to share what I had learned kept calling me deeper.
And slowly, things began to shift.
I made great strides.
And I now know, deeply:
Creative Freedom is a journey—not a destination.
And the journey is more beautiful than I could have ever imagined.
And we’re just getting started.
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My Mission
I’ve come to see that when one person remembers their Creative Freedom,
it creates ripples in the world.
Their presence shifts.
Their relationships shift.
They begin inspiring others through their being alone.
And those ripples awaken others.
This is deeper than creative expression—
It’s about coming home to the truth of who we are & what we’re here to do.
My mission is to help people return to that truth.
To guide creators, leaders, artists—and all humans—
into spiritual alignment, true service, and full expression.
Because when we return to ourselves,
we return to each other.
And from that place,
we build a more beautiful world—together.
This is the work.
This is the way.
And if you feel the pull—you’re already on the path.
Welcome home.